I think part of my problem with essays is that I have a hard time figuring out what to say. Conceptually, I understand exactly what needs to be done; I just can’t get any of my ideas onto paper.
I just feel really stupid when I try to work on essays.
And it doesn’t help that I’ve spent the majority of the last 12 hours freaking out about writing this essay for class today. Even after I gave up on it, I couldn’t sleep because I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Fuck. It seems like this English class is going to go about as well as the last one did.